didxans vcerdi da gagandet tqveen,sheafaset(martlac realuri ambebia aseti adamianebi arseboben)
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irgvliv nislia,TvalTaxedvis are daviwrovda,xedsav mxolod Sens win,xedav mxolod,Sengan axlo manzilze.garSemo ki gaurkvevlobaa,buneba dums,TiTqos Zveli dro damdgara,is dro roca mteri gamudmebiT eseoda Cvens samSoblos,uecari SiSi gipyrobs,ra mohyveba am sqel buruss?risi Tqma unda am Talxi nislis gadanacveliT –ufals?ai xedav Sens win didi gora aRmarTula,ramodenime wuTSi gaixedav da aRar Cans,burusSi ise gaxveula TiTqos aq aRar ariso,garkveuli droiT aris aseTi mimosvala,TiTqos am moZrav buruss raRacis Tqma surs,mogiaxlovdeba,SenTan axlosac Seyovndeba da isev nazi rxeviT,uxilavi nabijebiT gagSordeba.dro da daro gorasac moSordeba,eTamaSebasaviT,isev dabrundeba da gaurkvevlobis TalxSi gaxveuls dastovebs.veravin gamoicnobs aseT dros maT Soris ra xdeba,TandaTan scildeba nisli goraks,magram isevdaisev moiwevs misken,meCveneba Tu isini erTmaneTs ebrZvian.janys surs am did goras daumtkicos Tavisi Zala,am saqcieliT eubneba: SemiZlia erT wuTSi gagaqro.Tumc gora main car nebdeba da ganagrZobs paeqrobas,gamalebiT cdilobs mis moSorebas.
aseT amindSi adamiani mowyenilia,raRac ucnauri kaeSani moawveba guls.Sescqeris bunebis uxmo Widils da aTasi gancda eufleba.cxovrebis mamoZravenbeli Zala mze rom ar sCans,ganwyoba ecvleba,TiTqos Zalac ecleba,sicocxlis xalisi ekargeba.adre Tu yuradRebas ar aqcevda peizaJebze,samagierod exla amaxvilebs,horizonts gascqeris,swore dim mxaresromlis danaxvac yoveldRiurad SeeZlo,magram ar ainteresebda.ai exla ki buneba afiqrebs,uneburad molodins uRviZebs.rasac ufro matulobs nisli,imatebs adamianis interesi,mouTmenloba ipyrobs,gamalebiT gahyurebs sivrces,elis rodis ixilavs im mzian,nacnob xeds romelic gars artyia mis samyofels.Tan fiqrobs ras gvimzadebs RmerTi,risi miniSneba surs CvenTvis?
mec gavyureb am dafarul mxares,Cvensa dam as Soris bunebam sqeli farad CamouSva,surs Cveni yuradReba miiqcios,warnmodgenisaTvis gvamzadebs?ara es ar xdeba yoveldRiurad aseTi amindebi xom xSiri araa.

vumzer,vxedav am yovelives da magavsebas vnaxulob,cxovrebac xom iseTi gaurkvevelia,rogorc es nisli,xolo momavali swored iseTive araxiluli,rogoric am nisls miRma droebiTDdarCenili samyaro.rogorc es nisli gaifanteba ise zustad iseve nelnela vxedavT momavals.vuyureb am xeds da vxvdebi,Tu raoden ususurebi varT Cven,adamianebi.vidre raime Cvens axlosaa ver vafasebT,magram sakmarisia igi davkargoT dards viwyebT.
ager moxuci zis da gascqeris im mxares sadac nisls daudgams Tavisi taxti,surs dainaxos nacnobi gza,mTa,mdelo.DdRes dRe misdevs lodini ki amaoa,araferi icvleba,mkurnalobis sedegis momlodine avadmyofiviT.iseve rogorc cxovrebaSi rac ar unda ecados adamianma imis Setyoba Tu ra moelis,am mxriv yvela cda uSedegoa.zogoi mkiTxavs miaSurebs,zogic naTelmxilvels,raTa naadrevad surs Seityos ra moelis momavalSi.
moxuci ki sul sxvagvarad moqmedebs diliT erTi WiqiT dailoceba da Tavis saqmes ganagrZobs,ityvis dae iyos ise rogorc Sen gsurs ufalo.
axalgazrda ki ver isvenebs,ukve dadga is dro romelic marCielma uTxra,arada mis cxovrebaSi araferi secvlila,main car ijerebs rom misnoba uazrobaa da ganagrZobs sxva RvTismgmobelis Ziebas.
amasobaSi moxuci mTeli dRis manZilze muxlCauxreli Sromobs da am Sromisas xvdeba,rom aseTi amindiT,ufali unawyendeba xalxs,marTlac rom gavxedoT ramdeni ubedureba xdeba qveynad,nuTu amisTvis Seqmna RmerTma adamiani?irgvlivam nislis msgavsad borotebaa gamefebuli,swored ase gviaxlovdeba damianebs,zogi mas gulis kars uRebsda binas aZlevs,zogi ki axlos ar ikarebas.
axalgazrdam ki ukve ra xania karic gauRo da sufrac gauSala am uxilav grZnobas.ai ukve meramdened imedgacruebuli boRmiani daiareba,quCaSi bednier wyvils rom dainaxavs siZulvili umZafrdeba,rasac masSi Casaxlebuli satana karnaxobs.
moxuci saRamos—yvela samuSaos dasrulebis Semdeg,kvlav aiRebs Wiqas da dailoceba:madloba ufalo dRevandeli dRisaTvis,madlob rom amdeni SemaZlebine.
xolo axalgazrdas Tvalze rom swore des nisli gadahfarebia,RamiT mousvenrad sZinavs,SuaRames gamoeRviZeba da lanZRviT iklebs yvela mis avismsurvels,imas ki ver xvdeba,sakuTari Tavis pirveli mteri rom Tavadve aris.
moxuci diliT Citebis JRurtuls gaigebs das axe gaunaTdeba,gaormagebuli ZaliT wamodgeba da yoveldRiur rutinaSi Caebmeba.
igive situaciaSi,boboqari axalgazrda Citebs Sehyvirebs—me ubeduri var,Tqven ra gixariaTo.
wvimas ar apirebda magram uecrad daiwyes Rrublebma caSi omi,saavdrod airazmnen da wamovida msxvili wvima.am dros moxuci mindorSi Tivas Tibavda.raxania ar ewvima da ai muSaobis dros gauwvimda,miuxedavad amindis cvalebadobisa igi udrtvinvelad ganagrZobs saqmianobas,wvimas arad agdebs daiqamde iSromebs TiviT uremsac ki datvirTavs.saxlisaken galumpuli midis,mainc uxaria:”rogor mouxdeba es wvima Cevens naTesebs,buneba gamoiRviZebs da SemodgomiT uxvi mosavliT agvavsebs”.

Axalgazrda gogona kargad gamopranWuli paemanze mieSureba,sul sxvaa pirveli naxva,pirveli STabeWdileba.amitom sakmao mondomeba emCneva,faqizad,keklucad miemarTeba Sexvedris adgilisaken. uceb wvima daiwyeba,TavisTavad TaviT fexamde gailumpeba,saxidan makiaJi moSordeba,Tma CamoeSleba da erTbaSad gaewuweba.ifiqrebs”es umakiaJo,dauvarcxneli viRas movewonebi,Tan es axalTaxali fexsacmelebic rom sul mTlad amitlapovda ”.
pirvelive Semxvedr taqss aCerebs da saxlSi brundeba.warmoudgeneli risxviT aRvsili mTel dRes moSxamulad gaatarebs.
Civis:”uiRblo var,araferSi mimarTlebs,yvela Cemi mondomeba uazrobaa,me aseTi cxovrebisaTvis var gaCenili,ubeduri..”dajdeba da uimedod mosTqvams.
am dros ki baris kuTxeSi mjdomi axalgazrda mamakaci,gareT ixedeba,xedavs rogor wvims,xalxi aCqarebiT garbis-gamorbis.is ki cdilobs am gamvlelebSi nacnobi dainaxos.interesiT uyurebs kars da molodiniT icdis.”ai axla SemoaRebs is kars erTianad gawuwuli magram,saocrad momxibvleli,misi xveuli Tma sul CamoSlili iqneba,arada rogori mondomebiT isworebs xolme,saxezec aRar eqneba aTasnairi pudris da mazis nakvalevi,saocrad bunebrivi iqneba,mkacri gamoxedvac sadRac gaqreba,aseT mdgomareobaSi is xom daucvel ususur gogonas emsgavseba,me ki,mas davexmarebi,gayinuls siTbos vaCuqeb da Sevecdebi karg xasiaTze davayeno.”am fiqrebs mihyva biWi droc sakmaoze bevri hqonda.
“mombezrda niRab amofarebuli gogoebis yureba,samsaxurSic meyofa aseTebis yovel dRiurad cqera.arabunebrivi xalxi da meti araferi.maxsovs erTi Cemi TanamSromeli gogo momwonda,yovel mxriv mowesrigebuli,Tavaziani,ganaTlebuli.sul mudam mwyobrSi,diliT kargi makiaJiT modioda xolme samsaxurSi,Tmeb davarcxnili,tansacmelTan koxtad Sexamebuli samkaulebiT.momwonda,pativiscemas imsaxurebda CemSi aseTi mwyobrSi myofi adamani. erT dResac rodesac TanamSromlis dabadebis dReze restoranSi vqeifobdiT,kondecioneri gaufuWdaT da saocrad dacxa,cekvisas yvela iq myofi erTbaSad oflad iRvreboda,gogoebs CamoedRabnaT kosmetika da iZulebulni gaxdnen moecilebinaT.gavixede da ras vxedav,es Cemi mowonebuli gogo erTianad Secvlila.damerwmuneT ver vicnobdi Tanisamosi igive rom ar scmoda.misi kriala saxe sulac ar yofila bunebrivad kriala,sul mTlad damuwukebulsa da naSramevs warmatebiT faravda sxvadasxva sacxebi.axla Tavlebi?Tvalebs ar ikiTxavT?wamwamebis zoli srulebiT gahqroboda,gamudmebiT fanqris wasmas sruliad moespo bunebrivi kanis feri,CawiTlebuli iyo quTuToebic.darwmunebuli var iq arc darCeboda alkoholi daleuli rom ar hqonoda.im dRis Semdeg davafase adamianSi da ufro gogoSi bunebrivoba.ai axlac amitom minda umakiaJod vnaxo Cemi sixaruli,mTavari is ki araa ra kremi gisvia,ra samkauls atareb an ra gacvia,mTavari bunebrivobaa.gqondes sakuTari stili sul sxvaa,vidre gamudmebiT sxvas baZavde.ara ar vamtkiceb is Cems gamo cdilobs SeicvalosTqo,Tumca raRacnairad im Cems TanamSromels emsgavseba,rogorc sCans fiqrobs rom,radgan magnairi stilis adamianebTan vtrialeb,momwons an Cemi Tvali SeCveulia daxvewil manerebs.vgrZnob xandaxan pirze rogor moadgeba uSveri sityva,saocrad ikavebs Tavs da Tavazianobis farglebs ar scdeba,izRudeba,wesebs ar arRvevs,im debulebebs romelic misTvis aravis dauwesebia.arada rogor minda zogjer vigiJoT is ki sul seriozulia,SesaZloa marTlac aseTia,magram araa,vgrZnob rom Tavadac survili uCndeba amyves mainc raRaca aCerebs.am dros azri miCndeba rom ar mendoba,eSinia Cems TvalSi cudad ar gamoCndes an Tvlis rom me vcdi.ox rogor guli mikvdeba,es xom siyvaruli araa.adamiani cdilobs sul mudam Seni mosawoni unaklo iyos,imdens ki ver xvdeba rom amiT sakuTar me-s kargavs.sul ufro da ufro mimbaZveli xdeba.gulSi ki amas ambobs ra vqna siyvarulisaTvis msxverplis gasaRebad yovelTvis mzad var,me tanjuli var,dae siyvarulisTvis viyo mowame.rogor minda am Temaze swored axla vesaubro.magram raa arsad ar sCans.amjeradac Tu alRo ar matyuebs uTuod saxlSi dabrunda,ifiqra rom Cems TvalSi xibls dahkargavda.adamians Tu sakuTari rwmena ar aqvs,viRasi unda swamdes,me Cemi cxovrebis megzurad pirdi Sexedulebebis mqone adamiani gamomadgeba,aramcTu romeliRac romanis furclidan gadmosuli personaJi Tu mTavari gmiri.erTsac rom ar darekavs?!misi uazro sijiute xom sul mTlad autanelia,etyoba romeliRac JurnalSi amoikiTxa:bijs pirvelma ar unda daurekovo da axlac Cems zars elis.Zalian mombezrd misi es usafuZvlo kanonebi.kii lamazicaa,momxibvlelobac ar aklia.exlaRa vxvdebi rom arc garegnoba yofila mTavari.fiqrebs moeSva da biWma irgvliv mimoixeda.
ra sulelur mdgomareobaSi aRmovCndi irgvliv amdeni wyvili zis,me ki sruliad marto vwrupav sasmels.”am dros kafis kari xmauriT gaiRo da Semovida sul mTlad sveli,gawuwuli gogona,mosvlisTanave yvela mas miacqerda.mas Sercxva loyebi auwiTlda da morcxvad Caxara Tavi.manamde dasajdom adgils eZebda is arsad iyo.ara es ar iyo visac eloda.biWi uceb wamodga da mis magidasTan miiwvia gogona.amiT dafara yvelanairi uxerxuloba,viTom mas eloda.Tavis Tavsac uSvela da ucnob gogonasac.skami Tavazianad gamouwiada Tavisi pijaki Semoaxvia.Tan gaifiqra”au ra gamimarTlaa.”am sixarulis azriT moculma verc ki moaswro gogonas dakvirveba da SeTvaliereba.

Ggavida dro da swore des ucnobi gogo gaxda biWisaTvis kargad nacnobi meuRle.misi Zveli siyvaruli ki im dariani dRidan gaqra,sruliad gadafara da am axalma Tavisi individualobiT,uSualobiT,zogjer zRvarsgadasuli mxiarulobiTa da xanac uCveulo sidinjiT,Seupovari xasiaTiTa da zogjer damyoli bunebiT.

Aasea yvelaferi SemTxveviTobaa,cxovrebaSi erTi nabijic ki bevrs niSnavs.Tu erTxel ukan daixev,SesaZloa didxans imka am saqcielis sazRauri.adamianma is unda daafasos rac aqvs,rarac suleluri mizezebis gamo ar unda dasTmo is rac Senia,Torem dakargav da romc ipovno igi iseTi aRar iqneba rogoric uwin iyo.Seucvleli arc-erTi adamiani araa,es erTaderTi cxadi realobaa.xolo Tu vinme Tvlis rom im dakarguls,im “erTaderTs” unda sdios,eZios mTeli danarCeni cxovreba.mas ubralod imedi daukargavs,momavlis rwmena Seryevia da imis cdaSi ki araa win gadadgas nabiji,piriqiT rac dro gadis cdilobs ukusvliT iaros raTa im dos ar gascdes roca isini erTad iyvnen.mogonebebiT cxovreba damtanjvelia.maSin roca axalgazrda xar,yvelafris Secvla SegiZlia,SegiZlia bevri kargi ram moimoqmedo gaaxaro Seni sayvareli xalxi.Sen ki am axalgazrdobas klav,emsgavsebi aTaswlovan moxucs,azriT gonebiT uZlurdebi sulierad ecemi da cxovrebis survili ar gaqvs advilad swydebi realobas da miuxedavad imisa rom Sens garSemo xalxia,Tavi martosulad migaCnia,yoveldRiurad dafrinav warmosaxviT samyaroSi da yvelafers imas akeTeb,risi gakeTebac om dafiqrde realobaSic upoblemod SegiZlia.magram gamalebiT cdilob xelovnuri jebirebis agebas,raTa veravin SeZlos mogwyvitos im warmosaxviT idilias rasac im fiqrebSi aSeneb,romelic ar arsebobs.Sen warmoudgenlad itanjebi,itanjebi Tumca ara mxolod Sen,stanjav yvela Sens keTilismsurvels,maT raRa daaSaves?sakuTar Tavs Tu gadaabijeb,maT raqtomRa sTelav fexqveS?sakuTari Tavi Tu ukacriel kunZulze warmogidgenia,euli,miusafari,damcirebuli,uemocio,ra daaSaves Senma mSoblebma?ra daaSava dedam,romelic ase mondomebiT siyvaruliT gzrdida,Sen misi imedi iyavi,fiqrobda rom Tavis auxdenel ocnebebs Sen aaxdendi.axla ki ra xdeba,gxedavs zrdasruls,janmrTels magram mainc mofarfate lands.es yvelaferi ki imis bralia rom jer kidev,jerovnad ver afaseb,ras flob,risi patroni xar.zogjer uazrod dabormili dedasac Sehyvireb xolme,Tavi damanebe,Cems cxovrebaSi nu erevi Cemi piradia,me vici ras vizam,rasac gadavwyvet.sinamdvileSi ki ra ici?arc araferi,Sen ubralod isic ki ar SegiZlia gadaxarSo wlebis win momxdari ambavi.mizezi ki namdvilad SenSia.Seni bralia rac SegemTxva,Tumc gamalebiT viRacas sji,asamarTleb,angariSs usworeb amis gamo.Secdomebi unda vapatioT sxvebs,xolo vidre sxvis patiebas viswavliT,sakuTar Tavs unda sevundoT,viswavloT sakuTar Secdomebze.gvqondes mcdeloba veZioT axali da kari mivujaxunoT Zvels.am yvelafers ki siyvaruli SeaZlebinebs adamians.instiqtebze dafuZnebuli,uemocio cxovrebas xom cxovelebic ki ar misdeven.xolo Sean adamiani ratom cdilob miemsgavso maT anmaTze dabla daeSva?nuTu sayvedurob ufals raimes?nuTu umaduri xar imis gamo,rom am qveynad gaCndi adamianad?Sen ra Tqma unda ver gahfantav im nisls romelic drodadro Camowveba,mis msgavsad yoveli adamianis sicocxleSia gaurkvevlobis wamebi,magram imdeni ki SegiZlia sakuTari ojaxi gaaxaro,romlis arsebobac ratomRac xSirad gaviwydeba.

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ne-o-ni 27.05.2012

its cool

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